I know I haven't written in over a month. There's just been so much shit happening to me. Since March 30 (for those of you who didn't read when I posted it, thats the day my dad died) I've had to deal with relapsing into depression. I also had my first birthday without dad here. For those of you who don't know, I'm still just a "kid", kind of. I'm 15 so i'm closer to being and adult. Exactly a month ago today was my birthday and it was birthday number one that I didn't see dad, and that was really hard to deal with. Exams are coming up starting on Thursday and summer rowing starts monday so my time has been tied up with study groups and working out for crew. School crew went from December to mid May, and summer crew now goes from June 10- Aug 11. Crew, well sports in general, are an amazing escape from the stresses of life. I don't concentrate on anything but the erg (rowing machine) or the oar depending if I have land practice or water practice. Thats all for now. Catch you on the flip side.